Firstly, I have a lot of replies and comments to catch up on
For everyone who read and replied to my last entry, yeah maybe I'll just upload one shot from things here and there, but just lately I don't even have time to.
I doubt I'll leave DA, it's just hard to have time for a bunch of websites with everything else going on in my life right now
I am fucking dehydrated and it really sucks!
I've never been dehydrated before and had no idea wtf was wrong with me!
Upset stomach, feel like I'm gonna barf, racing heart, fever and migrane (my eyes fucking hurt)
I had a horse shoot Friday out in the sun, got quite thirsty, did have a bit of a drink but forgot most of it at the barn.
Saturday I spent most of the day at a dressage clinic, in the sun, doing photos of the clinic.
I had one drink the entire time I was there.
Grabbed a drink on the way home and chugged it back.
Sat night I started having stomach pains, no idea why
Sun morning my eyes hurt a bit and didn't want to open them much
Off to the horse show I went, another full day of photographing horses in the sun - no shade....
Had one drink yet again.
Actually had 2 drinks with me but left one in the car, then it got really hot and gross
Came home, exhausted, went to bed.
Woke up this morning with a headache/migrane
As the day went on my stomach hurt more, I felt like barfing (still do), then noticed I felt hot and cold, have a fever of 102
Had to cancel my shoot this evening as there's no way I can drive and do photos, I can barely even stand up (btw I took 3 breaks from writing this so far I am so fucking exhausted)
So I licked up some salt and my dad is off to the store to get some Gatorade and citrus fruit to help get some electrolytes into me.
My back just started twitching.. weird
Anyways I hope I get over this asap as I have riding lessons to teach, another shoot this week.. GUH...
I can't fucking wait for my vacation Friday-Monday.. wanting to stay another day, not sure if I can but maybe I can.
And now I have no idea if I'm even doing the shoot Thurs or not...
Was supposed to have someone come with me, to drive with me plus modeling as well (it's a model shoot)
I even bought a specific outfit for it
But now I'd have to go by myself and do my own hair (I suck at hair) and I can't put on eyelashes and I don't wanna drive home in the dark, I am too fucking paranoid about hitting animals especially for a long distance..
The photographer is talking about a replacemet if I can't go instead of doing it another time...
SO I don't know WTF I am doing
I have OFFICIALLY worn myself the FUCK out.
I better be making a ton of money from the horse events..