I AM SICK!!!
And I hate it... worst thing ever is being physically ill. Some may say no being mentally ill is worse and that may be true for some people, but I've been so mentally ill in my life that I can deal with it now, I can take control of it.
I can't take fucking control of physical sickness AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
I thought it was allergies at first, but no allergy medicine is working so it's gotta be a head cold.
I took a claritin at 11 pm last night, 24 hour pill with sinus stuff in it too.
It did nothing.
So sleeping was balls and then I had to drag my ass alllll fucking day without any pills!
I can't wait for 11 fuck!
I need my advil cold and sinus!
Or maybe nyquil... that sounds good right now too lol
On the 24th I had a paid shoot of a pretty old mare.
On the 25th I had a paid shoot last minute as well as photographed some pretty horses (haven't uploaded those yet but uploaded a couple from today and yesterday).
26h... I don't think I did anything... now I feel like I am forgetting something.
27th I had a paid shoot with a bunch of horses
Today, 28th, had another paid shoot with a young girl and her horse
Tomorrow I told my friend I would photograph his pretty paint (for my portfolio) but not so sure I wanna do that now.. so sick!!
But we are so lucky to have snow right now, I wanna make good use of it!
I planned to photograph this horse last year with snow and we never got snow lol.
So not sure what I am going to do about that.. I guess I will see how I feel tomorrow.
Sunday ANOTHER paid shoot with a young girl and her horse
Monday.. ?? You guessed it - another paid shoot with a horse
Tuesday, hopefully if I am well enough to stay in London for new years 1-2 creative model shoots.
And on top of all THAT...
I have I don't know how many more people in the process of booking shoots!
But fuck I am taking a few days off after all that shit lol
I'm going to end up backed up as fuck but at least most of it is paid work, can't complain there.
I think I am pushing myself too much, I can't get better if I keep doing shit.
Just felt like complaining, I tend to do that when I am sick.
bitch bitch bitch
Don't get sick like me!